ISY – 53
“Aren’t you curious?” Trying to hide her feelings as much as possible and looking aloof, Aselia glanced at the deputy director addressing her and quickly lowered her head. Because she didn’t want to be slapped like last time. Utterly bewildered, Aselia couldn’t even guess why the deputy director called her. But simultaneously, she was so…
ISY – 52
“When does grade A eat?” “After I feed you… .” “Do you eat the same thing?” “Yes.” Kalisten suddenly remembered what Aselia had said before. He couldn’t ask properly then, but he wanted to ask now. “How do you receive food?” “We don’t have food distribution. Just… Eat the rest of the food after the…
ISY – 51
[t1v: parts of this were hard to translate because the author switches from 3rd person to 1st person, intending to give insight from Kalisten’s POV. I kept it largely in 3rd person for readability for English readers because we are so rigid about everything being completely 3rd or 1st person. Therefore, from Kalisten’s POV, Aselia…
ISY – 50
“I will be busy for a month.” “What?” “But I’ll be back at least once every three days.” “Oh, you’re going on a mission.” “Yes.” He knew he had to be out for the long haul, but moving wasn’t too difficult, so he explained: “I have to come back every time to report anyway.” “You…
ISY – 49
Alexis looked at the paperwork he had received as he slowly made his way to his room. 「 Mission to Exterminate the Kernos Eliminate the rebels, but disguise it as the work of the head of the Kerno tribe and then eliminate both of them. 」 Details of the mission were written below. The imperial…
ISY – 48
“If this is successful, the status and title you’ve always wanted will be guaranteed.” Annoyed, Alexis frowned and nodded as he stood and listened to those words in the deputy director’s office. “Is it really impossible to be tracked down with this identity?” “Of course. Check it out for yourself.” Alexis had an ongoing deal…
ISY – 47
“Why are your feet so small? Is this also an illusion?” “My feet… no. It looks like your hands are just that big.” As I was carried on Kalisten’s back, he held my foot, then started to stroke and squeezed them. “I’m ticklish, so ah… .” “Oh, sorry.” I tried to wash him, but he…
ISY – 46
Even with my closed eyes, I felt that he was stiff, so I asked. It seemed that my shame had softened a little, perhaps because I thought it would be okay to insist that it was a hallucination anyway. After creating bubbles on my scalp and hair for such a long time, he spoke after…
ISY – 45
“This … .” The soap slipped and fell to the floor. There was a ‘pop’ mixed with the sound of running water, but neither of us could say a word. “How is this… .” “It hurts.” He didn’t let go of his grip, so I grabbed his arm. “Sorry.” Then he loosened his grip on…
ISY – 44
“… Kal… .” “It’s weird. Why is your chest… .” “H— hallucinations… hey… .” His nose pressed against my upper bosom, tickling as it fell, so my words didn’t come out. “I see… .” In embarrassment, while trying to wash his ear, my hand slipped. “Oh… .!” At that moment, I felt his nose slap…
ISY – 43
When the door to the shower room was closed, the two of them entered a small space. It was made for one person, so it felt cramped when two people came in. “O-oh, this must be because a Z-class subject entered.” “What?” “This is fire.” The color of the light above the shower was different.…
ISY – 42
It was a place where I had to wash up quickly, within 10 minutes each time, but it was strange that there was now an hour to spare. That’s why although I had been here before, it felt like I was seeing it for the first time now that I had more time to look…
ISY – 41
“Kal, th-this is… .” Embarrassed, I tried to take my necklace back, but to no avail. He held my necklace very tightly, and I was much weaker. “I’m hallucinating again.” “What?” “Ha.” He seemed to think I was an illusion. But it was a reasonable assumption because some of the drugs he was injected with…
ISY – 40
I watched Kalisten speak to himself, not sure if his words were meant to be overheard. “Kal.” “Yes.” “Take off your clothes. You got a cut here.” Then I let go of his hand and lightly touched the gash on his back. It wasn’t a deep cut, but it was a long laceration, and parts…
ISY – 39
– Beep. When I looked back at the ruthlessly closed door, I felt Kalisten approaching. “Kal.” There was something off about Kalisten’s expression. He was staring at me blankly. Although he approached me like he would kill me earlier, he now seems a little softer. “Kal, are you okay?” He came closer and stood still.…
ISY – 38
“Is this very expensive?” “It’s not expensive, but I will give it to you so if you think you’re going to die you can use it.” “C-can I just have this?” “I get one for each mission.” He gestured his chin to the cupboard, and I saw many bottles of the same shape. “Why don’t…
ISY – 37
“Ugh… .” “It smells good here.” The index finger went into my mouth. Like Kalisten and Alexis Rainier—maybe there’s something in my blood that really attracts espers? So I scrutinized him to try and figure out why these people were doing this. Alexis’s eyes were loose, as if he had lost his mind. He seemed…
ISY – 36
Then the strength was released from the arm that he held violently. I looked up into his eyes, thinking I was lucky, and he said softly with his softened eyes: “Yeah, then, of course.” “Thank you.” “Only a week.” “Yes.” Then my vision went dark. He pulled me in a hug, his bare chest touching…
ISY – 35
“Huh? Does Kal want me to be a woman?” At that question, he kept his mouth shut. For some reason, I wanted to see his eyes, so I looked at them, but then I closed them. “I don’t like you either way. So sleep.” “I see. I like Kal whether he’s a woman or man.…
ISY – 34
“This was there even before I met you.” I smiled because he didn’t believe it. In fact, it probably was from Kalisten, but I didn’t want to tell him in case he put more distance between us. “You know, Kal.” “… .” “Can’t you just lie down with me instead of tending to my hand?”…
ISY – 33
“Aselia.” He was spewing magic all over the place. At this point, the researchers had to know what type of ability would awaken. Especially since the air is this hot. “Ugh… Ashe— lia… .” Slurring and stuttering, Kalisten recognized me. He called my name as if had been imagining me and now was startled that…
ISY – 32
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar (3/3) “What?” When I saw Felix not long ago, he didn’t seem that crazy. Even though he was suspicious of me, he didn’t seem to be convinced. “That crazy bastard. He said he was going crazy with the desire to kill his sister.” “Ah… . ” How ludicrously…
ISY – 31
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar (2/3) A-888. Ducal heir, Felix Magnolia. Now he pretends to be an A-class to hide his identity, but when he first showed his abilities to this lab and started being tested, he was known as number Z-987. ‘Actually, I came here looking for someone.’ ‘A person I want…
ISY – 30
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar (1/3) “What do you think?” He said that he had finished his mission in a hurry, but it seemed like a lie. Otherwise, it would have taken half a day to bring something like that. “Where did you get this? I saw the deputy chief came here earlier……
ISY – 29
“I want to bite you,” Kalisten said with a blank face that seemed to have calmed down a bit. “Do you feel better?” “No.” It was heartbreaking that he was still shedding tears pitifully. “Will it get better if you bite me?” “It gets better when I touch you.” His low voice speaking seriously made…
ISY – 28
As the deputy director left, the remaining researcher beckoned to me. Without a word with me, we walked towards the Z-Class area. “I can’t believe you got to talk to the deputy chief. Lucky.” I shuddered at the researcher’s remarks, as if he was somehow envious. I got slapped on the cheek and threatened—and somehow…
ISY – 27
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar! (2/2) “How should I praise you, Kal?” “I want to bite you.” I looked at him in embarrassment when he said that he wanted a compliment and then in bewilderment when he said he wanted to bite me. He was looking at me as if he hadn’t woken…
ISY – 26
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar! (1/2) – beep As the door closed again, Alexis Rainier grabbed my hands and said, “Come here, I’ll give you a necklace.” “You brought one?” “Of course, I also brought earrings.” “Haha… . you’re amazing.” He must have liked my compliments. I should have praised him from the…
ISY – 25
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar! (2/2) “Ugh… .” Hearing a moan as if in pain, as if in a daze went and opened the closet door. There, Kalisten was tied up and bound, lying on the floor with restraints on. His eyes were closed as if he had fainted. I saw dried blood…
ISY – 24
Thank you for the Ko-fi Heath Bar! (1/2) I had to try not to overreact to his buttoning. But it wasn’t easy. Because I was ticklish. “Are you done?” “No.” Even if I hastily urged him, he was buttoning it up slowly. It was more irritating when he reached the waist up. How much more…
ISY – 23
“Kal—Kalisten is where?” “There.” Alexis Rainier was pointing to another closet in this room. Because he was smiling and looked like he was joking with me. So I knew. He was lying to me now, and I was being played by his pranks again. “Hey, can I wear this?” “Sure.” So I changed the topic…
ISY – 22
Alexis Rainier pointed to his cravat. So, without realizing it, I approached him and tip-toed towards him. Because of the big difference in height, he felt very tall. Still, thanks to Kalisten, who was taller than Alexis, I seem to have gotten used to people being big. While pointing at the cravat, I squinted, trying…
ISY – 21
“Will you grant me a wish if I tell you?” For the first time, Kalisten looked like his age. He was a young man who had just turned 21. I was someone who went to graduate school, and I don’t know the age of this body, but it’s probably past adulthood. This place that hands…
ISY – 20
Maybe I said the wrong thing because he sighed and sat me down on the chair. It was a hard wooden chair, but I felt fortunate to have something to relax on. “Let me address you by a nickname.” “… .” “Hmm? Kal.” “If you finish this well.” “Alright!” He was preparing to transfer magic…
ISY – 19
“But what’s this?” With a sneer, he put his hand on my necklace. His other hand held my wrist tightly so I couldn’t escape. Alarms rang in my head. If he ripped my necklace off, I would undoubtedly return to my feminine form. And it wouldn’t be hard to do it, the clasp on my…
ISY – 18
I didn’t dare speak and focused on my chores. Soon we emptied the shelf completely. Then I started wiping it off with a wet towel. “Because A-888 is taller… .” “Felix.” “Ah… yes. Since Felix is taller, could you wipe the top? If you wipe the top, I’ll clean the three lower ones.” “All right,…
ISY – 17
“Strange. When I’m with you, I feel calm,” Kalisten said as he leaned on my shoulder. My body stiffened involuntarily. He stayed there with a blank stare and then slowly fell off me. “It’s alright. You can lean on me more. You’re having a hard time with the drugs?” Without even thinking, I blurted out…
ISY – 16
I slowly opened my eyes at his words. Then, Kalisten with an ascetic appearance was looking at me. “Wow… .” “… .” “I have never seen you look so clean.” He seemed a little taken aback by my remark. “Is that all you have to say?” “Uh? Well…er— I didn’t see anything!” “… right.” With…
ISY – 15
“I just like you, Kalisten. You as a person.” Then he looked back at me. With an expression I had never seen before. “You.” “Yeah?” “Don’t even think about watching me wash.” “Ah… Ha, ye … .” I chortled involuntarily since it seemed like a joke that demanded my laughter. Then, his expression noticeably darkened.…
ISY – 14
“Stop it.” It was Felix who silenced us. “Come to think of it, researcher. Last time I heard you stole some money from the research institute? I heard that the warden is still on the lookout for the rat that bit into his budget.” “What? Where do you hear this rumor?” “It’s not regarding rumors,…
ISY – 13
I put my necklace in the lab coat pocket and announced, “I’m done.” Then he turned and looked at me. With an expression of seeing something unbelievable. He approached me slowly and scrutinized me up and down as if he was regarding a strange animal. It was hard to discern what he was thinking before…
ISY – 12
Panicking, I looked at him in bewilderment and met his gaze. Still smiling he said: “Alexis.” “Yes?” “My name is Alexis.” “Yes sir… .” He clasped my hand tightly, although it didn’t hurt. I couldn’t raise my head because I was too embarrassed to look at him. “You know, I’m going to exterminate all the…
ISY – 11
“You’re late.” The person waiting behind the door is Z-898. Alexis Rainier, the Esper with the ability to fortify his body. The person who found out I was a woman. He looked at me curiously and stepped back. “Yes, I’m sorry I’m late.” “Name.” “I am number A-702!” “Name.” “What?” “Your name.” After some initial…
ISY – 10
Why is someone from Class Z at Class A’s washing time? It was useless to wonder about it. Because it has already happened. What will happen to me if he tells another researcher? Won’t I be ‘discarded’? Losing my wits at that thought, my body trembled more than when I washed in cold water. ***…
ISY – 9
Thank you Jojo629 for the Ko-fi! FYI temporary closed the Ko-fi to catch up on chapters but if you want to read chapters in advance and support the translations you can go here. “What kind of scent is this?” I looked up in embarrassment that Kalisten was burying his face in my neck, and our…
ISY – 8
Thank you Kyiqq for the Ko-fi! (4/4) “Now you can eat.” His gaze had softened considerably from the glare he donnedbefore, so he was worth looking at. So I looked into his eyes and smiled. “Move.” “Ah, yes.” It must have been uncomfortable that I was too close. So I went back half a step.…
ISY – 7
Thank you Kyiqq for the Ko-fi! (3/4) “I came here because I want to kill someone.” Terrifyingly, Felix said that with a menacing laugh. His white hair and dark green eyes gleaming. He looked completely different from the A-888 I had known before. Maybe because he knew he was [t1v: the to-be?] Duke of Magnolia.…
ISY – 6
Thank you Kyiqq for the Ko-fi! (2/4) I spent my whole life as a researcher in my previous life, and now I work in a lab doing odd jobs and running errands. Life was a real mystery. My task this week was washing the equipment. My work was done when the lab tools were washed…
ISY – 5
Thank you Kyiqq for the Ko-fi! (1/4) How long have I been in this r-rated-only-for-19-years-old-and-above-wretched-BL-novel called “And Everyone Was Silent”? Well, it has been about a year since I have possessed this body. In my previous life, I was an ‘ordinary graduate student’—pfft—Who the hell says that? If the juvenile detention center is where boys…
ISY – 4
He didn’t answer, his face was blank. I picked up the plate that had been set down on the floor. Even when I got up from the floor, his body was really big. By how big I am now, with a grown man’s body, he still seemed to have had an extra head of height.…
ISY – 3
“Hi?” All I had to do was deliver food to him. He would have been able to get his own dinner plate by himself, but at first he didn’t know why he had to give it an A grade. The reason is— “Ugh… .” It was because of the drug that induces arousal. After injecting…
ISY – 2
It sucked that I wasn’t paid but I also thought it was fortunate that I wasn’t a person with the abilities that could awaken into a talented Psychic. Espers are super talented. So they could use powers that transcend humans. But behind the scenes, it had to live with terrible side effects. They could not…
ISY – 1
One of the brightest jewels in the mud. That was the passage from my favorite book, and the person I wanted to be. But somehow, I took possession of the book I hated the most, not the book I liked the most. The name of the book I possessed was a devastating trash-bin waste 19-gold…
ISY – Prologue
The sky was very clear that day. The sky at the laboratory was mostly filled with gray dark clouds, or it was mostly cloudy just before it started raining. Maybe that’s why I admired the blue sky because it was so beautiful, and then looked at Kalisten, who mesmerized me with a handsome smile under…
I‘m the Only Stabilizer for the Yandere Male Lead in the BL Novel
“I—I like you!”
Possessed as the weakling in a waste BL novel.
The only guide and stabilizer in this story.
It was a matter of my immediate survival—
This place is full of obsessive, deranged maniacs and yandere psychos who were raised as experimental subjects and lack emotions!
At this rate, one guy will destroy the lab and we are all going to perish forever!
Let’s do whatever it takes to survive for now—
“… What?”
“I like you!”
He looked at me with a subtle expression.
“I’m a man.”
Right, I am a man right now… !
Because I’m terrified—
Let’s try harder!
“I like you more because you’re a man! I mean it!”
Now I have to be your ray of light,
Feed you well,
I’ll nurse and treat you,
Be with you when you’re sad or in pain.
Thanks to my tearful efforts
The madman destroyed the lab, but he didn’t kill for fun!
I managed to get out of there and now say goodbye to him so that we can live our own lives.
Then.
“I—I like you.”
“Uh?”
“I like you.”
“Huh?!”
“I like that you are a man.”
“… But I am a woman?”
It was the first time I saw his eyes glow like that.
A vivid obsessive madness on the verge of going utterly insane.
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